Life's a Bitch..

Stress Level: Maximum! (Dangerous)

Juggling in between work and studies is seriously not an easy stuff for me. Even during my poly days, I've never work when I'm a student unless during my vacation.. coz I feel like I must fulfill my duty as a student to study hard. But everything is so different now.. as we grow older, the higher the responsibility we had. I can't blame anyone else coz this is the route I chose. I feel the double-stress now being a full-time worker and a part-time student, in other words, totally a no-lifer. I can't wait for exams to end man.. exactly 21 more days to my 1st paper. I'm super nervous coz I dunno how issit going to be like.. sitting in such a big exam hall with few hundreds or maybe thousands of ppl? I can't imagine myself sitting inside an expo hall to take an exam, pfft..

Thanks to the company I'm working in, esp my boss for allowing mi to take so many leave! But it's unpaidddd.. coz I'm still under probation. :( Guess what? dun be shock... I took like 16 days of unpaid leave!!! yeahhh, tht I'll be able to study at home.. and Booo, tht it's unpaid leave.. meaning tht this month pay is half of what I'm suppose to get! But it's okay, money can still be earned back, study is much more important. But idk how I'm gonna cope with my revision coz there's still hell lot more to study. Sigh~ I'm very reluctant & not in the mood to study tonite bcoz tml is a PH and I feel like I deserved a good rest after work today. Coz tml a PH, I'll be at home mugging for exams the whole day.. see how pathetic my life is? Mayb I should just open up my book and at least read smth ltr.. or maybe I should rest early tonite and wake up early tml for revision. yaya, as if I'll!

Ever since I step out of the workforce, I feel like I'm getting older and older, ohh goodness!

Can't wait till exam ends and I'm gonna...
Shop till my leg break,
catch-up with my babes,
big feast is a must!
pamper myself with some good massage?
rott at home on weekends..
probably a short getaway to relax myself? but I'm broke :(
bring my darlings to the beach.. yeahman~
definitely, sleep like a pig! hahahaaa..
of all, ENJOY LIFE before the next exam, geez!
Life is a cycle..
and life's a bitch!

a yr older

I always lost count of my age ever since I turned 21. How I wish I can always be 21 and never grow old! hee.. Mayb I hate the fact tht I'm so old now, so I stop counting my age after my 21st. :| But then the good thing is.. alot of ppl said I look younger than my age! heeheehee.. ;)

I dun understand y do I have to celebrate my bday since I don't like the fact tht I'm getting older. :z Had a simple yet warm Birthday Celebration this yr.. after all it's still another ordinary day! :D Lessons after work still! My colleague asked mi to skip class, see.. how bad! haha.. but nah, I can't afford to do tht.. exams are around the corner, time really flies!


B&J's Choco Fudge Brownie icecream cake!
sweeet~



Celeb with colleagues during lunch
@ Dempsey Ben & Jerry, just opposite our workplace.


didn't know they serve lunch there too..
had turkey mango wrap w nachos.

anyway, a very nice place to chill out. :)

(aww.. I miss tht wrap @ CityHall which I used to had during my Internship.. uber nice!)

prezzie from colleagues..
ytd marked my 1 month of work there! hehe..



peipei asked mi what I wanna have for dinner and I randomly replied her popeyes since she's not working on tht day. And she really bought popeyes for dinner.. so sweet of her! She wanted to buy KOI too but the queue was too long.

Had a quick-dinner in class during our 15 mins break. haha!


Sweet bf came to fetch mi after lesson & brought mi to ECP,
just to sing mi a birthday song by the beach before my bdae ends. ;)


I'll bring ur heart where ever I go with mi :)


Oh no.. it's raining heavily now! Dinner ltr @ MBS but am damn lazy to go out.. plus, what's with the weather.. it must be the haze man! rain rain go away pls?

How I wish I could just rott at home during weekends and do nth. Spending another day away just like tht.. Needa get back to study tml!

Hey YOU, Can you be more discipline?!
Motivation where hv you been to, come back to me will you?
I need u badly now :(

drained weekend!

I'm dead tired!!!

Slept at 5am ytd coz I was watching personal preference rite after my supper at home after lesson. Cooked my favourite ramen char mee with some toppings bought from bff. damn spicy!

The spicier, the better!! :D

Shiokness!~


a date with bf, mum & sis @ JB today..
went to the same old place for lunch!

up for some chocolate indulgence @ secret recipe?
*slurp*


alright, back to drama now..! heez..

Healthy lifestyle ;)

Wondering what's wrong with my colleagues this few days.. It's like everyone in the office is dieting man.. wth?! Even guys! and the majority of them are guys lor.. Looking at the guy sitting next to me, eating fruits and veggie everyday and mi eating all those unhealthy food.. Oh man, I'm feeling so guilty! But then it's a good thing la, I can get some motivation frm them and I shall start dieting also.. geez! I always wanna go on diet but it never succeed. LOL! coz I'm always craving for fooood!


Surprisingly, I ordered salad today at Swensen 1-for-1 lunch! Coz it's like my 1st time having a bowl of salad as a meal coz I used to hate eating veggie! Mayb I shall start a healthy eating lifestyle? hahaha.. but I always talk with no action.. tsk~ :(



Thanks to peipei, I'm now stuck to personal preference! wth lor, I just started watching it like ytd! LEE MIN HO IS SO F HANDSOME CAN!!! The more I watched, the more I kept asking myself... "omg.. y is Lee Min Ho so handsome!" fainting~ hahaha! Probably, he's the only reason I watch this drama, if not I also won't be sillily wasting my precious time on this.. hehe :|

Lastly, there's something tht I wanna say before I start watching my drama or mayb turning in soon coz it's gg to 1-ish now!

F u bastard,
u freaking make me felt so used!
And I feel so bad now..
I'll never ever forgive u!

I didn't mean tht u guys must be together,
it's up to fate to decide.
and whether or not it's up to you guys.
I tot u were a good guy in the 1st place,
tht's y helped you.
But your actions greatly proved me so damn WRONG!

you are seriously a bastard!
seeking frens for help only when u r in need
and abandoning them when all the dark clouds are cleared.
trust me.. u'll have no frens!

anyway, y should I bother to talk about u in my blog!

FRUITFUL Saturday ;)

Am happy & contented with myself today coz I've finally started with my revision... yeahhh! *clap clap*

Reasons by I need to start my revision now althou exams are like 2 months away:
- work, work and work! (only able to study on weekends! = weekend burnt!)
- no study leave :( (hopefully will be able to take leave.. but unpaid leave!)
- it's freaking 100% exam base. (all the best if u screwed up the paper, choy!)

Today was a fruitful day for me coz I managed to drew this after a whole day of revision..

mind-map on what I've studied today on the whole piece of A4!
(satisfied!)


anyway,
bff is soooo sweeet ttm!
She knows I loves spicy stuff and she bought this for mi..
and she knows I'll freaking love thisss!


This came in just-in-time, a very good snacks during my revision. hehe.. Coz whenever I'm feeling sleepy, I'll just put 1 or 2 pinch of this in my mouth. and then I'll start my sheeshhh-ing.. hahahha.. but it's damn fattening lor.. it's suppose to go with something else but I just eat it w/o anything.. But who cares, as long as it's niceee and it's super addictive can!

But after a few attempts of keeping myself awake, I still fall alseep. geeez! I guess my mind works best during the midnite.. But I need to catch some slp now, the clock is gg to strike 2! Need to wake up early for tml's or rather later 6 hrs of law lessons again. (freaking boring!)

Good Night world!

Need some break on a Friday Night..

Just had an intensive mid-nite gaming session, L4D2 @ home with bf & peeps!

it's good to play some game once in a while to de-stress! haha..
althou today is Friday, it doesn't feel like it is..
and I don't know what's the definition of weekends now,
since all my weekend will be burnt!
lessons on Sunday again :(
FML!

It's 3.30am-ish now and it time to go to bed,
so I better be good.
gotta make sure tht I'll be able to wake up early tml morning
to get started with my revision!

no more disappointment pls...

HELL BROKE TTM!

omfg...!
Just logged into myACCA Statement of Account,
and realized tht I've spent 372 GBP on..
registration, exemption and exam fee!

goodness~ *faint*
am seriously broke ttm!
nearly 800 bucks gone just like tht..

needa munch on bread from now on.. :(