Life's a Bitch..

- Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Stress Level: Maximum! (Dangerous)

Juggling in between work and studies is seriously not an easy stuff for me. Even during my poly days, I've never work when I'm a student unless during my vacation.. coz I feel like I must fulfill my duty as a student to study hard. But everything is so different now.. as we grow older, the higher the responsibility we had. I can't blame anyone else coz this is the route I chose. I feel the double-stress now being a full-time worker and a part-time student, in other words, totally a no-lifer. I can't wait for exams to end man.. exactly 21 more days to my 1st paper. I'm super nervous coz I dunno how issit going to be like.. sitting in such a big exam hall with few hundreds or maybe thousands of ppl? I can't imagine myself sitting inside an expo hall to take an exam, pfft..

Thanks to the company I'm working in, esp my boss for allowing mi to take so many leave! But it's unpaidddd.. coz I'm still under probation. :( Guess what? dun be shock... I took like 16 days of unpaid leave!!! yeahhh, tht I'll be able to study at home.. and Booo, tht it's unpaid leave.. meaning tht this month pay is half of what I'm suppose to get! But it's okay, money can still be earned back, study is much more important. But idk how I'm gonna cope with my revision coz there's still hell lot more to study. Sigh~ I'm very reluctant & not in the mood to study tonite bcoz tml is a PH and I feel like I deserved a good rest after work today. Coz tml a PH, I'll be at home mugging for exams the whole day.. see how pathetic my life is? Mayb I should just open up my book and at least read smth ltr.. or maybe I should rest early tonite and wake up early tml for revision. yaya, as if I'll!

Ever since I step out of the workforce, I feel like I'm getting older and older, ohh goodness!

Can't wait till exam ends and I'm gonna...
Shop till my leg break,
catch-up with my babes,
big feast is a must!
pamper myself with some good massage?
rott at home on weekends..
probably a short getaway to relax myself? but I'm broke :(
bring my darlings to the beach.. yeahman~
definitely, sleep like a pig! hahahaaa..
of all, ENJOY LIFE before the next exam, geez!
Life is a cycle..
and life's a bitch!

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