Last Day of Work..

Today is my last day of work at Tyco.. Overall, I can sae tht.. it was GREAT! this is my 1st time enjoying working so much.. Got a treat from them during lunch todae.. Thanks! =)

hahas~Finally, 2 more week for me to rest before sch reopen.. Oh man' gotta prepare myself to get stress again, need to recharge myself. Luckily no more Japanese food in my class.. seaweed, jelly fish and dory fish.. damn disgusting! yucks~ worst guy.. erm, I mean 'Jap food' I've ever seen in my Life.. *Puke* Gotta work harder this sem.. no more slacking.. hoho~ Time for mi to get back to gym this week.. Everyday eat n sit.. guess I've put on some weight. arghx~! 'slim down.. slim down!'

Wondering how's Twinkle now.. *sob sob* Miss her DAMN lots.. Hope she's missing us too! So so worried abt her.. dunno whether she's used to the environment, afraid tht she might get sick over there.. n my poor vy vy.. soo lonely w/o her.. She so different w/o Twinkle lo.. didn't slp well everyday.. coz she's not used it to be alone.. MY POOR DARLINGS!! so evil to separate them.. DAMN~!

Three more days to go.. ~waiting n waiting..

Twinkle gone to US..

Woke up 3am earli in the morning to send my sis and Twinkle to the Airport. DAMN IT~ Twinkle had left mi.. for 2 years.. I just can't believe it! Going to miss her damn lots. She've been with me for 3 years, and now she going to leave mi just like tht! Hope she won't forget mi when she's back.. =((

The flight is at 720am, we reached there at 4am. I had some pics with Twinkle before checking in the luggage.. I MISS HER SO SO MUCH.. *SOB* 2 years lehs.. tht's damn long lahs.. Sigh~ By the time I've already graduated from poly.. Alot of ppl says tht Twinkle is so 'hao ming'.. hao ming? WTH lo.. She's going to suffer in the cage for 1 DAY! around 22 hours b4 reaching there.. without eating, with her shit and pee? So suffering for her, it's like torturing her lors. She is damn sad la.. she was barking & barking away when they were queueing up to check in their luggage.. every1 there can hear her lo.. Guess she knows tht she's going to leave us, just to say goodbye to us.. or mayb she is saying tht she dun wanna go. How i hope tht she can talk, and tell my sis tht she dun wanna go! It's so unfair to her.. =( so poor thing..

I MISS MY DARLING TWINKLE~!

Poor Envy too.. She is going to be lonely without Twinkle. She keep going around the house, looking at the window and door waiting for Twinkle to be back.. She must be veri sad.. didn't slp also.. poor thing! Sigh~ Have to stay at home to accompany her, coz she's not used to it being alone ever since she was born. She's lying on my leg slping now, she must be veri tired..


~Darling Twinkle~


~Darling Envy~

Before going Airport. She look so SAD!

Take Care my Darling!


I MISS YOU DARLING!

She's going to suffer in there for 22 hrs.. =(


Bon Voyage~!

Day 12

Currently I'm now working in the Finance Dept. at Tyco Flow Control.. By right last Thursday was my last day of work.. but they extent mi until the end of this month.. They've asked mi to go back there work after I've graduate.. mayb can consider bcoz I dun have to spent on transport, which can really save up alot.. plus, the people there are really veri nice..

DAMN! THREE more days!! 3 more DAYS.. and Twinkle is going to fly to U.S.. for 2 yrs man. Now I can say tht she's veri poor thing lors.. Not 'hao ming' at all, bcoz if she's in U.S and nobody is at home.. she going to be so lonely.. Not only Twinkle lohs.. Envy will also be damn lonely.. coz she had never been alone before.. she's always with Twinkle even if nobody is home. Twinkle is going to stay in a cage for dunno how many hours during the flight... and she'll be quarantine for ONE month when She's back in Singapore for some health purpose.. veri poor thing rite? =(( *hais* AND I'll miss her like HeLL, She'll MISS mi tOO! ~Hopefully..

Reach home today and saw a letter from CC.. Hoping for a good news.. hoho~ Open it up and was happy to see tht I've successfully awarded the "ITE Edusave Merit Bursary Award 2007" Yuppi~ another $400 into my bank =) but I'm still veri poor.. I swear.. lols~ at least a little encouragement for me.. to study hard! I'm going to head towards my goal.. Jia You! Not going to let myself regret.. Still rmb the days when I was in pri sch.. went to EM3, guess I was so dumb or slow lahs.. =/ after tht to NT, den to ITE.. tht's when I tot tht my future is going to be gone.. BUT I didn't regret going to ITE, tht's the best part of my life! Tht's where I found my goals. I've learnt so many things. Not many friends, but I've got really GOOD friend.. MY 5K! I love my friends.. I love the teachers there.. they are so caring, so thoughtful. ITE is indeed a stepping stone for mi., a turn around for mi.. =) tht's the place where I'll never forget..

2 more weeks to sch reopen..!!

P.S: I MISS YOU!!!!

Day 4

18 more days to go, I'm waiting aimlessly.. Trying to keep myself busy everydae.. I'm DAMN bored.. Never been thru such a boring & aimless life before.. this is so meaningless.. =(

anithing could just happen within seconds, so.. treasure someone before they are gone.. if not, it'll be late!
So mani bad things are happening around mi..

Twinkle is leaving mi soon.. =( She's flying to U.S with my sis for 2 yrs... should I sae she's 'hao ming' bcoz she going to U.S, or should I sae she's 'ke lian' bcoz she's leaving us?! Damn lahs.. how could she be so cruel to separate them. From the day Envy was born, she had nv been alone before.. guess she's going to cry all night w/o Twinkle by her side.. Although they always quarrel, but deep inside their heart, they love each other alot 1 okays.. Whenever Twinkle gets bullied, Envy will always protect her. She's veri emotional, unlike Twinkle. When I'm crying, she knows.. n she'll climb up to me and sayang me 1 hor.. she'll also protect mi whoever bullies mi. She'll always follow you wherever u go.. even if you are in the toilet, she'll wait outside the door for you.. Don't you wanna have a dog like her? haa~ Alot of ppl dote on Twinkle more then her.. this is so unfair, just bcoz Twinkle looks cuter than her! She gets jealous veri easily (guess bcoz her name is 'envy').. tht's y she always envy Twinkle. Dogs are just like ani other human being, they have feelings too..

Can't imagine Twinkle leaving me, leaving envy.. Going to MISS her hell lots.. Dunno if she'll forget mi when she's back in 2 yrs time.. =( * Hopefully not.. but, I'll definitely miss Twinkle more than my sis.. hahas~ =/

* Twinkle *

* Envy *

Tht's Envy when she's 2mths.. her mum - Yuki, beside her.

Day 2

This is going to be HARD for me to go thru this alone, all by myself.. But I know tht I'm gonna pull it thru.. I really dunno how am I going do it.. but.. I MUST! Trying to be strong in front of everybody.. But deep inside of me, I wanna breakdown.. Whenever I think of it, tears keep falling.. I just couldn't control my emotions. Maybe this is the time for me to learn how to be more independent.. to be STRONG..

Whenever I need Someone,
He is the only One who I can depend on..
Who is always there for me, ALL the time..

He gave me Strength to hold on,
He gave me Hope and show me The Way,
And never fails to embrace me with His Love.
He hears my cries and answered them..

*He is WONDERFUL...

Exam Result

Todae is d worst dae ever in my life.. everything seems to turn out so "SHIT".. wad can i sae? todae is not my dae.. =( Full of disappointment, anger and hurt.. hais~ I'm such a failure! =((

Woke up earli in the morning todae.. almost forgot tht todae exam result will be out. Earli in the morning, hwee ting msg mi n ask mi how's my result.. hahas.. guess she's so damn nervous la.. wake up so earli in the morning to check her result..

Received SMS from NP at 830 in the morning, was shock and quite disappointed in my result.. bcoz i did quite badly than last semester.. Hais~ But, still okays la, at least still can maintain my GPA of 3.5.. this is all i can hope for, dun wanna ask for much.. SO, gotta work harder next semester!

Here's my result for Year 1 - Semester 2
GPA: 3.5455

Business Communication 1 - C+
Business Computing Applications - A+
Business Law - A
Computing & Information Processing - A
Creativity & Applied Thinking Skills - B
Microeconomics - B+
Sport & Wellness - PX

My Result for Year 1 - Semester 1
GPA: 3.7083

Cost Accounting - B+
Intermediate Financial Accounting - A
Business Statistics - A+
Business Management - A
Macroeconomics - A
Individual & the Community - C+
Life Management Skills - B

Sad man.. Got a C for my BCom.. I HATE the 'C' in my result.. =((

Not in a mood todae, feeling so down rite now.. something really BAD happened.. =(( I Feel like I'm such a failure, FULL of disappointment..

Just can't stop SOBBING....

I simply love this song.. My ONLY hope now is to pray, U r my onli hope!

(1st Verse)
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over again

(Chorus)
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only be Yours I know now you're my only hope

(2nd Verse)
Sing to me the songs of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

(2nd Verse)
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
i pray
I know now you're my only hope

(Break down)
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

(Chorus)
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray To be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Exam result out SOON!

Omg.. omg... Exam result is going to be out soon!!